I know I owe pics but turns out co-ordinating a challenge with a group of ppl from all over, is more difficult than I thort: And anyway I have something else to share today: I have a GIANT tree in front of my house, it’s my favourite place and perfect for reflecting and just being […]
I just got off the phone with the lady at our medical aid, the midwife they had assigned to check up on us, I had to tell her you were gone and she “closed your file” In the two months since you were called to heaven many people have had to “close your file” and […]
Another day of people pointing a questioning finger at my stomach (“weren’t you pregnant the other day”, they laugh, expecting a glowing new mom ready to show off pictures, not a grieving mom, wondering if she can make it through the day) Another day of people talking to me, trying hard to ignore the elephant in […]
So yesterday was a bad one, I woke up missing Logan so much! I struggled to get out of bed and I guess the stormy weather didn’t help much (cold + healing incision = OUCHY). I spent a lot of time just thinking of my little boy and surfing the net looking at blogs of […]
Our baby died, it’s a hard message to convey,surreal, unbelievable, scary.Logan was with us for just a day and a half, that’s it, he was loaned to us and was so special God couldn’t bare to be apart from him.Last time I updated I was soooo excited about doing a 4d scan, we would finally […]
A friend who went through pregnancy loss asked me a very real question yesterday. “How do you do it, how do let yourself get excited again, how do you hope again” It made me think…how does it happen? The answer is, FLIP KNOWS!