I’m scared 🙁 scared to face people, scared at how I will react to their stupid comments and them expecting me to be over “this thing” by now. I’m scared to be pregnant, scared at the thought I’ll never get to be pregnant again. I’m scared to be happy because of the guilt and scared to be sad because people don’t understand. I’m scared to push my husband away and scared to need him to much. I’m scared to make other people awkward and scared to forget. I’m scared that I won’t lose all this pregnancy weight and scared I will lose it and erase all signs of the pregnancy. I’m scared that I feel to much and scared if I feel to little.
– ahhhhhh! I wish I wasn’t such an over thinker!