Crafting with mommy…buti-eyes (butterflies)

I thought I’d include Aidan in some of my crafting, like we did LAST WEEK this week we made butterflies (buti-eyes). I know people see it as the more girly of the bug world but Aidan loves them and tries to catch them in the yard (heaven forbid he actually catches one) noting his fascination I told him we could make one, this is what I came up with – note that the stick makes it possible to wave the butterfly so it looks like it’s flying…

First step was to get Aidan to paint pictures for me – A black and blue butterfly you say
… You need a stick (we have a ton of chopsticks laying around)
Fold paper, draw wing, cut out
Use sticky tape to stick the stick and pipe cleaner (not in last picture because I only thought of it afterwards) to back of butterfly
Loving the butterfly to distruction
Flying Flying
Not bad 🙂

1 minute gluten and “sugar” free chocolate pots

So today marks day one of my FOODIE FRIDAY series
Since being diagnosed as insulin deficient I have had to make quite a few changes and have had to learn to make “safe” foods, I thought why not take you guys with me on the journey of finding yummy guilt free foods…
My recipes are mostly from the internet and magazine’s which I then alter to suit my needs…
This one was inspired by THIS

First one!!!

Gluten free “sugarless” chocolate pots

Yummy yummy 🙂

WHAT YOU NEED:

2 tablespoon cocoa
1/4 spoon baking powder
one egg
1 tablespoon of sweetener (your choice)
Block of sugar free chocolate
Mix everything

put into containers , I used two small bowls and popped a piece of chocolate in each
Before popping into microwave for one minute (just a minute I swear)
Added some flake on top for Robin – The recipe makes for fluffy cakes but slightly dry so the addition of the chocolate counters that nicely….VERY chocolaty and just around 100 calories, 60 without chocolate
 
Used same recipe with choc chips to make a brownie for Aidan’s Valentine’s picnic at school today
not sure how it held up, the others were eaten out of the oven….

Taking responsibility…

I feel pretty awful and it’s all my fault.
While I would never allow my boys to not take meds or follow doctors orders I’m not nearly as strict on myself and have ended up worse for wear as a result…
My physio had given me a list of exercises to bring back core strength…stomach muscles where destroyed with the two emergency c-sections so my back has had to work extra hard… I stopped the exercises on day 4 due to just not having time and never signed up for pilates as suggested.
I also haven’t lost a single kilogram from diabetic diet (for insulin resistance) probably because I was just so weak this holiday and gave in to all the temptations (damn you sugar)
Then there is my high blood pressure it got so bad recently that doctor thinks it might be reason for my edema (swollen limbs and moon face) I thought it was just heat but after 4 days I had to get it checked out…when my blood pressure first showed signs of constantly being high I was put on meds and told to try and relax… I totally misplaced meds and we all know I’m not about relaxing…
I keep forgetting my iron supplements which is pretty lame for someone who is anaemic and whose count was so low at last test…..
I know I sound pretty sick and irresponsible but actually I’m not THAT sick
I’m anaemic,have ibs,am insulin resistant and have high blood pressure also my back… nothing I can’t handle BUT I haven’t been handling it I’ve been irresponsible and am now paying the sore back,swollen,dizzy,exhausted price…
So today right here right now I vow to take better care of myself if not for me for Rob and Aidy they deserve me at my best 🙂 better diet, better control of meds and supplements, exercise and trying to relax and not let myself get worked up…. here goes nothing

Finding your smile does wonders…

Today’s post is late because I was out playing “reporter reporter” well I usually update the night before but wifi issues meant I couldn’t and today I was just too busy.

Playing reporter in real life is not quite as easy as the type I played as a child; asking my family questions and setting up little reports on my computer before printing out news letters, with clipart as photos…
I love writing and finding out more about people, it’s the relying on others that’s the problem, you can never get hold of people, you can never set something up quick enough… in the words of a journo friend of mine, “why cant it be; I ask. you answer. I write.we go home?”
I covered the matric results today which was a baptism of fire.
After three years of being office bound, running around finding stories and filing them before deadline has left me EXHAUSTED.
My previous job left me exhausted too, but an office type exhausted, I bet I’m not making sense ,but wrecking my brain and sorting things out at my desk is different to running around in the heat while time ticks down.
The last one left my brain tired while this one  has me tired in my body, in my bones.
God has always had a way of throwing me in the deep end, testing me and I feel like this might be it.
God gives me the worst case scenario and says…… sooooo what do you think?
and you know what I think? I think I got this, the sleepless nights worrying were completely unnecessary…if I could deal with today every other day should be so doable..
I’d say this journo thing came back to me like riding a bicycle, but that would be a lie because I tried riding a bicycle after years of not riding and I fell on my face, and I certainly don’t plan on falling on my face 🙂
It’s challenging but I’m up for a challenge and I get to come home to my gorgeous boys so no matter how tough the day is it always ends in a smile…
Here’s to finding your smile…. also look big lipped girls can pout too

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLES

Every new year social networks are overrun by people saying things like “bleugh here comes the resolutions again” , “don’t people know they don’t need a calender to change”, “what is the big deal with new years?” , “New year same nonsense”.
I’m not of that school of thought. I’m well aware that this isn’t a Cinderella story and the clock striking 12 does nothing more than signaling awkward drunk kisses around the world, but there is just something about the new year that I love.
It’s the time equivalent of opening a brand new notebook…
So much promise and opportunity… you can do anything you want with this brand new year … and pretty much anything can happen (granted I sort of feel like this about Mondays as well)
People (the non negative ones) seem so full of of expectation and joy at this time of year and that right there is a reason to love the season.

Happy New Year guys I hope you fill the pages of this “new notebook” with great stories