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Face Friday: Blended Eyes
To Logan on what should have been his birthday
âŚto everyone reading this give your living babies an extra hug today, I know I willâŚ
Aidan is 11 Months old
APPEARANCE: donât know his exact measurements but he is certainly taller, skinnier and has even more hair
PERSONALITY: He is certainly coming into his own, he mimics you and will give you a kiss and a cuddle but will also make his displeasure with things known! He loves âshowing offâ but also does very well just playing on his own, he can be naughty, defying me when I reprimand him but he also listens to NO! (even if he will sulk) he is just becoming such a sweet little thing, chatting away and playing like such a âbig kidâ
LOVES: the outdoors and exploring. Also can’t get enough of books and can play with blocks for ages. â Same as before
DISLIKES: EATING!!!! I donât understand how this kid can go on so little fuel
MOM: Wishes there was something like an eating coach
Hooray for Uitenhage Market
March into March
March scares me! Your birthday month is supposed to be joyous, but mine scares me! This month (Thursday to be exact) should be when we celebrate Logan’s birthday but instead we commemorate 2 years since his death the next day…March is also a year since my Godmother died without getting to meet Aidan, in fact I was in hospital with him during her funeral…now this March another aunt whom I’m extremely close to is due for an operation and as we pray for her health and reminisce on those lost I find myself scared and cautious, I don’t want it, no the whole idea makes me want to opt out…I get a lump in my throat and a sudden bout of “hay fever” just thing about it…so wake me up in april b4 aidan’s birthday(still lots to do) but after all these trigger dates which await me like a movie where you know the ending is sad but can’t help but watch anyway and cry, AGAIN…..
But then again I can’t think or live like that, for the first time in years my birthday is looming and I’m not sick, we haven’t lost anyone and I have something to look forward 2…yeah this March – I pray – will be the turning point….NO FEAR JUST FAITH! ….
Love you always Logan and Aunty Eunice :'(
JustEllaBella








