from mavenity.org This is sooo how I feel

I’m on edge, I’ve been on edge for two days now, For two days now I have had no idea why I’m on edge.
I missed my meds for a day, but don’t think I’m quite loony enough to have one day off mild anti depressants throw me off the deep end like this.
I think it’s the when to have a baby when to buy a house, why aren’t you further in your career, what deal with your licence crap that has been rolling around in my head. I go between feeling wayyyy to young for stuff to feeling wayyy to old for stuff, I think it’s that quarter life crisis people are always talking about.
On the one hand I’m all:
– I must still travel the world
– I need more shoes
– I want to attend fancy events
– I want to grow my career
– I want my freedom
Then I think
– Hey we need to invest in a house
– We getting to that parenting age now
– We have to get rid of student loans and so on
– I need to get more sensible shoes (ja right)
Then I’m back to
– But we still so young
– I haven’t done half of what I planned on doing
– there is nothing wrong with renting for now
Then it’s
– actually we not that young
– I am feeling a little broody
– You need to save for the future

AND IT GOES ON AND ON

Sometimes I wish my brain would just shut up, lol