Weekend piccies :)

It was our yearly family Christmas party this year, think it’s like the 16th one. It’s just a way for the family to exchange gifts and to usher in the holiday season. Always great fun!!!



My lil family

Aidan’s first time in a pool. HE LOVED IT!!!

Friday we had our office end of year party, here I am with Neo, Durelle and Robyn
Was a lot of fun hanging with them

My weekend in pics: celebration stations

So one of my best friends celebrated a birthday this weekend…It was her first as a mom, of two nogal (she had twins, Blake and Riley, the end of last year) so she celebrated in style with a high tea themed party organized by her big sis, Cindy (the friend who gave me my much cherished “too beautiful for earth” necklace) and good friend Jenine – they went all out with everything from food to flowers J
Happy birthday Robyn…
 
Our God-daughter Zoey (daughter of life long friend, Revinia) also celebrated a birthday this weekend, she turned two and made me feel pretty old as my mind is convinced she was born just yesterday. . .
 
 
My friend Yolande’s son Samuel also celebrated this weekend…he had his dedication, my ridiculously swollen feet and legs stopped me from celebrating with the blue-eyed beauty yesterday, but I was definitely there in spirit as this adorable boy will always have a special place in my heart
 

 

 
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Such a lucky boy (lucky parents really)

My colleagues had a super cool baby shower for us yesterday 🙂 complete with the best brownies and cupcakes I have had in ages…nom nom nom
My rounded figure is clearly not only baby related *I will need to hit the gym HARD later this year*

Anyways, Aidan is such a blessed little boy…With last year’s medical and funeral costs running quite high, Rob and I were slightly worried if we would be able to purchase all the “must-haves” in time , but as always , God used our amazing friends to provide 🙂
From baby wipes and THE cutest outfits to a vibrating musical chair…We are now pretty much ready for his arrival…not quite….but WAY more than we were a day ago (seriously we didn’t even have a single nappy)

A GIANT THANK YOU to my co-workers, was so great to see the same people who got together to support us in our sadness  there to celebrate with us in our joy. (people who had the day off even came in…)
 It makes us feel extremely blessed

How special is this blanket…I have my boys’ names together…
cant help but feel a lil teary eyed every time I look at it
 (in a good way though)
Woah! seeing myself like this is CRAZY! baby got back! and front and all around
Gift opening time…. yeah
Yes I do sit like a man these days…hehehe

 
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New Year’s/Eve in pictures

The end of 2012 has been pretty significant for me, this year with it’s pain, heartache and unexpected surprises (one of which is kicking me right now) has been a doozy! I’m more than ready to usher in a new day… put the past behind me and walk into the sun…it’s scary, a day on the calender certainly doesn’t make 2012 no longer valid, but as I watched the rain fall at midnight on New Year’s eve I was reminded – yet again – of wiping the slate clean and of being able to be “new every morning”.

So what did you get up to on New Years Eve and New Years day…seeing as I’m quite big and exhausted I did not do much…here is my two day holiday in pics:

-As is tradition we spent New Year’s eve with family (until back pain chased me to bed) before that Rob and I thought we needed some “us time” so we went for a few cocktails (virgin for me) to toast  what has been and what is yet to come: (that is a virgin Grinch which is largely cucumber, mint and deliciousness)

 
 
 
-On New Year’s day we were invited to a braai/pool party at our friends’ (Lyndall and Marvin) house such a great way to usher in a new year…

And this weekend. . .

I spent some time with one of my besties from high school, Jemaine J It’s one of those friendships where we don’t see each other often but when we do it’s like we haven’t spent a moment apart, we hung out Friday evening chatting about nothing and everything. . .

No this is not a studio picture she is just ridiculously photogenic like that, some people *rolls eyes*

 

Then on Saturday I spent some time with my cousin Che-lynn and her daughter Kirsten. We did some retail therapy and brunch in celebration of Che-lynn’s birthday.
Kirsten (1 years old) had us in stitches with all her opinions (not that one mommy, you must buy the green one, what you doing so long? just take this one and my favourite, wheres the burgers?….she also complained that she was the only one who did not own a laptop *children of today* her chatter drew quite a lot of attention as she is extremely vocal for her age and no1 wanted to believe that her second birthday is still a few months off.

“I’m tired now, I sit with the big dollies”

 
 
The rest of the weekend I just. . . .
 

Baby love. . . welcome to the world little ones



Blake and Riley

I’m finding myself in a weird state of happy meets fear at the moment, My friend, Robyn (the one who was  the maid of honour at my wedding) has had the most beautiful twins (Blake and Riley) and holding them (they are the first newborns I have held since Logan) has made me realize just how deeply losing Logan hurt, I find myself praying for them to be safe all the time and not the rational kind of prayer that everyone does, it’s way more “PLEASE GOD, NOT AGAIN” kind of prayer.

I’m freaked out by thoughts of their safety but at the same time  I am so thankful for their lives, these two angels, along with Hananiah (Danelle’s baby) , Samuel (Yolande’s baby), Jacqueline (Mechelle’s baby) and Levi (Jill’s baby)    who were all born after Logan – have in a way restored my faith in the fact that, babies can be happy and healthy and that “things can turn out great”.

I’d be lying if I said my happiness for them wasn’t tainted with a longing for my own happy ever after, that I didn’t want to cradle a healthy little baby too, but at the same time I’m so proud, I think they are just the cutest things and they have really  planted a seed of promise in the part of my heart where doubt and pain was.

The most amazing part of my love for these six babies (and those we are still waiting for JMoms you know who you are . . .) is that it comes from this amazing respect I have for their mothers who stood by me in my darkest hour, at the most critical times in their pregnancies – with tummies out to there –  they chose to be part of my support system and when they could have been at their happiest they chose to share my pain. I’m a very lucky girl J

 

Also my friends make the prettiest babies, hehe . . .
 

Hananiah

Samuel

Jacqueline

Levi