I’m so emotional lately, I’m like a glass of water two drops away from spilling over, it sucks! I hate feeling this helpless regarding my own emotions. . . Maybe I have a touch of the Holiday Blues I dunno ,I’m working right through and everyone around me is either on holiday or getting ready for holidays so it could be jealousy, or this year is just finally getting to me.
Either way I have been better. I miss the excitement I used to feel this time of the year, by now I would have started making little Christmas gifts for friends and family, I would have baked bought holiday treats and our tree would have been up instead I’m fighting back tears that threaten to come at the drop of a hat, I’m struggling with the heat and when it comes to family I’m currently feeling a like a square peg in a round hole.
Bah Humbug. . . Heres praying I can shake this feeling, SOON