When I first lost Logan sometimes it would hurt so much I would feel physically ill… The emotions would get so much I couldn't contain it.

Now when I look at Aidan I have a similar feeling, an over surge of emotions… I can't believe how much I love him, I can actually physically feel it in my heart, I feel so happy its dizzying..(even though he really. puts me through my paces)

It doesn't mean Aidan replaces Logan, by no means! Logan will always have a place in my heart,he will always be my son and I still get sad thinking of what could have been, but these new found emotions do prove something, something significant… It just proves a broken heart can love again and that there is a day after even the darkest night . .

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