Exactly a year ago today the above pic was taken, I remember it all so vividly, rob and I in the waiting room trying to act all "respectable" making small talk with the technician when all we wanted was to see our little boy NOW!
Then we finally did and he was soooo cute, little Logan Allan Meyers had us all enthralled, everyone there marveled at this active little ball of energy and we fell in love…then the cramps started…soon I was rushed to hospital and as readers of my blog you know the rest…the next day (shortly after midnight actually) Logan was born, he lived the 6th and part of the 7th and passed away before I got the chance to meet him in person… I can't believe it's been a year already;
a year that made me appreciate friends and family so much more, especially my husband who proved to literally love me to death and back-there's a weird bond that forms when you can see in someone's eyes that your safety is paramount…
A year in which I both hated God and relied on him with all that is within me, a year that I had no faith one day and nothing but faith the next…
A year we lost our son and then were blessed with a miracle (his brother) who we await with baited breath and hearts filled with both fear and joy…
OH WHAT A YEAR!
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Apart from having us discovering the bond we do actually have with our family and freinds we also discovered ,how strong we are , I also discovered how much I need you and that nothing else matters in this world love you boo , Logan is no longer with us but his legacy lives on and aidan is one lucky boy to have an awsome mummy like you
I apologise for my poor grammar people , there is no excuse for it
I totally agree with Rob.. N sure is lucky to have a dad that loves his amazing mom as much as u do…