Sometimes life gets real…
I deal with anxiety every day of my life, it’s just part of the day to day…. but sometimes it gets too much.
You get rushed between eye and lazer clinics because a specialist suspects a rare eye disease that causes blindness.
This after a loved one is mugged one day and has a traumatic run in with the law the next.
You were still reeling from a sinus,ear and throat infection and your body’s nasty reaction to pretty strong antibiotics when you realise that your work is piling up.
You were disappointed when it comes to blog redesign and you need to “recalculate” on that front.
Being sick has put you behind on your crafting, blog submissions and videos.
You have no idea (none) how much longer you have your main income generating contract.
You feel like your are treading water and all you really want is a nap!
That’s me this month… I’m exhausted and I really don’t know what’s happening in my life right now…its like I’m a tennis ball in a game between good and evil…
EVIL: Eleanor we have terrible news for you
GOOD: strike that, here’s practically a miracle
EVIL: okay actually here is some awful info
GOOD: cancel that and take this good news
EVIL: we will take that good news off your hands
BUT this evening spent with my boys reminded me that none of it really matters… I was “brought back from dead” a few years ago, I “survived” losing my first born son, I got through Robs unemployment and my own, I’ve overcome liver disease and I’m not going blind….
I’m pretty bad arse and this too shall pass.
GOD’S GOT ME AND MY FAMILY SUPPORTS ME!
That’s all I need
I have decided to give myself some “time off” this weekend, just heal and reconnect
How do you do that? I’m an extremely anxious person and can do with any advice you have…